A Grief Observed

"I thought I could describe a state; make a map of sorrow. Sorrow, however, turns out to be not a state but a process."

This is in the very begining of the last chapter of the book. C.S Lewis is reflecting on his previous writings, thoughts and feelings. He has such a unique mind and I believe only C.S Lewis himself could critique is thoughts so well. This sets the mood for the entire chapter. A chapter of reflection, honesty, and an overwhelming feeling of joy and peace. This chapter brings a solid conclusion to the book, and C.S Lewis' journey of grief. He leaves the reader feeling completed knowing God is in control. And he goes back to sort out the mess he made of the readers mind. (All the theological questions, all the doubts, all the fears and uncertainty.)

"The notes have been about myself, and about H., and about God. In that order. The order and the proportions exactly what they ought not to have been."

For a man of Lewis' stature to admit he was off base is revolutionary. His wisdom and humility is overwhelming. This is one of my favorite quotes from the book. I'm not sure why. I guess it's just great to read this after three chapters of alot of hopelessness.

"Thus up from the garden to the Gardener, from the sword to the Smith. To the life-giving Life and the Beauty that makes beautiful."

Much like the quote above this takes the attention of C.S Lewis, H. and the awkwardness and puts the focus back on God. The quote just makes me smile. This is was a great read.

His mind and clarity of thought makes me wish I knew myself better. C.S Lewis is one smart cookie and A Grief Observed is one great read.